I am in worse shape than I thought

[lissinalaska]

I worked out this morning to a 30 minute cardio dvd. I was ready to die by the end of the frigging WARM UP!  By the time the workout was over....all I could do was lie on the floor until I regained the strength to actually stand up. However....I will be repeating this torture again tomorrow morning.

I am worn out. Ray is gone. I am beginning to think more and more my children are the devil's spawn. I have no idea what I am going to do when he deploys. I went through this when he deployed last time. But....ugh....I just want to throw my head back and scream.

Time for some "me" time....maybe. I do have a dog (Millie) sitting on my lap right now blocking my keyboard on my laptop...staring at me...strange dog.

Have one :)

[Lovingwife2pj02]

Apr. 17, 2008 at 12:26 PM Haha..I know how you feel..I'm trying to get back into doing some workouts so I can lose the baby pooch...It got quite a bit bigger this time around...I don't have to worry about losing too much weight, it's just that darn pooch that's left...I hope I can get a rythm going again soon...