I'm really confused

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Today is the day we go and see a therapist. I really do not know what to think right now. I got a call from his mother the other day and she said that we need to grow up and work things out then not 5 minutes later I get a call from his dad (that was the shocker) and he tells me how upset he was that we are not together anymore and wondered if we should get some help. So I agreed and set this session up. I really do not know what to do exactly I mean he is the one that tells me that he does not like who I have become. I keep telling him that it is post- partum depression and the fact I am dealing with a house full of kids all day and I am not used to twins either. I am constantly feeding they eat every 3 hours so far I have them 30 minutes apart so by the time I feed burp and clean up one lil guy the other one is hungry and waiting. But when they get off schedule it is a pain I am feeding all day!! That is all I do feed, clean,burp, do bottles, and maybe get a shower in (cross my fingers).  I do not get out much when I do I look like a 3 ring circus. Everyone tells me that it is just a rough patch and we will get though this but he really hurt me and I don't know maybe I need to give it some time. All I know that I am not going to make any drastic decisions right now.