life

[angel14]

I need help. can't seem to make ends meet. i have two jobs and not enough money for all the bills and groceries too. gas is so high. i can't even buy little extras. no more buying clothes. or even shoes

all i do is work and sleep. i don't know how long i can do this. i am so tired. life sucks. where do i go from here.

feeling so down. the more i try the harder things get. when will it end. i don't see the light at the end of the tunnel. do i go on or what?

depressed and very sad.

life is not worth living right now.

this is not the way life is suppose to be.

how long do i have to suffer.

it has been two long years and things are still not good.

where did i go wrong

why am i being punished.

 

i have always been poor

i am not asking for a million dollars. just enough to pay the bills and a little extra

working all the weekends and nights that i can work. i guess i should look for another job. Yea!

sounds like fun

no vacation for me.

Ha.

[Katie911]

Apr. 24, 2008 at 9:00 PM Keep your chin up sweetie and don't lose hope.  Look for the silver lining and if you can find a better job go for it.

[angel14]

Apr. 25, 2008 at 7:02 AM

i have tried to find other work

but with my hours it is hard

maybe a waitress!

I JUST don't know anymore.

how long i am able to hang on.it gets harder each day.

i really need help. i just can't do it alone anymore and then i don't know if i want to anymore.

(Original Poster)

[Wildflower56]

Apr. 27, 2008 at 5:36 PM I don't know what relgious  faith you have but  no matter what life hands  good or bad we have to look to GOD to either thank him or ask him for  a helping hand I'll be praying for you

[angel14]

Apr. 28, 2008 at 7:08 AM

christian

but the way i work i don't attend church anymore

i know i need to go back

i do pray

but i guess it is not enough

a lot has happened in my life and

i have been tested in my faith and what i believe

i am confused right now

i used to be baptist

but my husband does not want to go to a baptist church

so we went to a christian church

i liked the big church we went to

but he said it is too big

so went joined a small church

but since he has gotten heart problems and on a lot of medication

we don't go anymore

and i really miss going

i am thinking about going to another church

but the way i have to work it is going to be hard.

i work a lot of weekend and nights

and i am getting burned out

it seems the more i work the less i can control the bills

i just can't seem to keep up.

 

 

(Original Poster)

[angel14]

May. 3, 2008 at 4:31 PM

things have gotten worse. i am so behind on all the bills i am going crazy!!!!!!!

how did i get myself in this mess

how do i get out?

where do i turn?

i am about to give up on everything

(Original Poster)