Did you ever wish....

[goingnuts41]

That just for awhile you could be some one else? You know anybody but you.Not some ones wife,somes mother.Just walk in to a place and be not you,just have a good time flirt like in the old days and see how many numbers you can get.No worries,no problems.Just for a day or even a few hours have your life totally different.

I'm having one of those days and just wondered if it was just me or if others felt that way too? 

[BobbisSpmomma]

May. 12, 2008 at 6:58 PM Somedays I feel like that too. It's ok to feel that way 

[imchianti]

Jun. 1, 2008 at 6:12 PM

Yes,It's ok to feel that way, but even though I once again have that opertunity, I wish it was different. Now that I have been widowed for 2years, it's as though I could do what ever I want. Yet the emptiness is still there. I have  a  friend that has stolen my heart and I long to be a part of a whole picture. Divorce and death will both throw you into a turmoil. Maybe it's just me and maybe it was cause of the wonderful lessons I learned from my last marriage, but I long to share in anothers laughter, dreams and lifes expectaions. Maybe he will begin to care for me the way I do him. All I can do, as with the rest of my life, is leave it in Gods hands to help direct my path.My prayers have always been answered and when they haven't, I usually realize in a short time, that it was for my best interest that they weren't answered the way I wanted them to.

I really don't have any worries or problems, that I couldn't change. I live within my means, I have a good job, have a family and friends that love me. I really don't want for anything. I could come and go as I please and yet, once again my heart has been captured and I anticipate the day we may possibly be together.