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[hazeymom26]

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I don't have a reason to check the mail everyday, so I don't. Unless I'm expecting some sort of letter or package, I check it once every 3 days or so.

So, today I checked the mail coming home from taking my 5 yr old to preschool.

A package I knew was coming, but had no idea when, arrived. I knew what it was...and knowing but seeing still hit me hard. I wanted this, but even in having it I don't yet have the peace. My mom's death certificate and the memory cards from the funeral home. Seeing in print when she died, and why. So hard.

Mother's Day is coming up...and I know it will hit me really hard that day..it already is hitting me..the other day we were out and about, and I reminded my husband that we needed to buy Mother's Day cardS...cards...card

:(

[ShutterbugMama]

Apr. 30, 2008 at 12:12 PM

Im sorry you are having such a tough time; you are in my prayers right now.

 

[gustinebrat]

Jun. 2, 2008 at 1:12 PM o am so sorry about the loss of your mom and you are in my thoughts and prayers