desperation

[justiceandmommy]

desperation...such a powerful emotion...i have felt it many times but not as strongs as I have since I had my son...if money is tight the first thing that crosses my mind is what can i get rid of to make sure my baby never does without...what can I do to ensure he will not want for anything....that feeling of heat coming over your face and your palms sweating..heart pounding...but then I look at his beautiful face and his blue eyes and desperation turns to determination to make it happen...My child is a gift, God's way of saying, you have struggled in life and felt pain but this will take it away. yes you struggle when you have children but for a good reason. When I get up in the morning I cant wait to hear him call for me with his little giggle "MOMMY"...it's amazing the feeling that comes over you when you reach in the crib and picked this little angel up and see his smile first thing in the morning...my child has given me determination.

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