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lost
- May 9, 2008 at 12:08 PM
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I feel so lost. I am a mother and I should be looking forward to this weekend, surrounded by 3 of my 6 beautiful, loving children, but I'm so deep in grieving for not only the loss of my mother, but of other things in my life that I don't address or talk about to anyone. I keep it all inside, because I don't have anyone here I feel comfortable dumping it all out on. I feel lost in that I'm just existing..not really LIVING like I want to...and I can't change it, no matter how much anyone tries to convince me. I'm just a lost cause, I feel like that character with a dark cloud following me whereever I go. I feel unhealthy, I'm drained, exhausted and I am just tired of feeling this way. Where did the old me go....she's lost, and I hope she can find her way back
It sucks being lost.
I feel so alone.
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