Where's The Off Switch?!

[Laylow]

I've been laying in bed for about an hour now. i want to go to sleep, but my mind keeps running. I have a week off of school between the spring semester and the summer semester. I kept the girls outta daycare. They've both been going 3 days a week so that I can go to school and study. So it was weird today for them not to be going. Lana could have went, but Maylin's I would have had to pay for. Lana goes to head start which is government funded program. She can go 5 days a week if I wanted. Maylin's daycare is through a voucher program right now and so I would have had to pay for her to go if I had wanted her to go this week.

So I want to do something tomorrow like go to the zoo cause it's supposed to be nice. I am thinking about asking my MIL if she wants to go with us. Cause I ain't got shit for friends and I don't wanna go with just the girls. The man works a weird 2nd shift 4-midnight, but usually till 2 and then stays up on the computer and sleeps all day. So he can't go. We'd have to be back by 4 anyways.

I called this one chick to ask her and got her voice mail and left a message. She(TAbby) didn't call back. We just started being friends again I guess kinda. We've talked on the phone a couple times and hung out once. We were friends through high school and up untill I had a kid with my SO whom she doesn't like. She got married last summer 7/7/07. blech. And right b4 her wedding she yelled at me and told me i was making bad choices and that it was too much of a hassle to be my friend.

I don't even know if I should be messing with that chick tho. That shit really hurt. My other friend Meghan is getting married in August tho and we're supposed to plan her bachelorette party stuff together. I don't know about that either. Meghan's about the same story as Tabby except she just kinda backed off for a while and never actually told me to fuck off.

I'm sick of my SO too. We're always arguing over dumb shit and he always says that I am bitchy. Well yeah sometimes I am, but he doesn't do shit around the house. He thinks that cause he goes to work and I don't that I do all the flippin housework. He takes the trash out to the dumpster and that's it. I've told him many times that I'd be a hell of a lot happier if he could help out once in a while.  Oh and we live in an apartment and I want to rent a house. We could get one for like only $60 more than what we pay now a month.

Anways, i'm going to stop now my 2 year old just got up.