My pity Party

[cdcary3]

I still cannot quit crying. I feel as though my world has fallen apart. I know that I am having a pity party but I can't help it. I seem to be griping about everything. I am yelling at my wonderful husband who is just trying to help, and just not being a good mom. I hate feeling this way. I eat everything in the house. But, I can't seem to get over mom death. If feel that God is punishing me. I don't know why and I know better than that. Everything has always been hard for us. Things ave never been easy. But, this is the worst yr of my Life. Feb my hubby had a seizure and rolled his car and cannot drive for 6 months. My dad had bypass surgery and 3 weeks later mom died. God this is so hard. My dad is so heart broken he can not stay at home. They were married 44 yrs. This is so crazy. I am so angry and hurt. I just want to run screaming. I m sorry I just needed to let it out.

Hugs

Christy Cary

[MomOfTwo1978]

May. 15, 2008 at 12:55 PM I am sorry!  ::HUGS::

[momofmn]

May. 15, 2008 at 12:57 PM

I KNOW THERE IS PROBABLY NOT MUCH I CAN SAY RIGHT NOW TO MAKE THINGS BETTER....BUT I JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW....WE ARE HERE FOR YOU...AND EVEN THOUGH IT DOESN SEEM LIKE IT RIGHT NOW, THINGS WILL GET BETTER!!!

[Blondee512]

May. 15, 2008 at 12:58 PM I am sorry that you are struggling. We had a similar situation a few years ago. My FIL died, two weeks later my Aunt, then a week later my Grandfather. My husbands company closed, our son had to have surgery...it all happened in the same month. Breathe. Day by day- your pain won't go away, but in time the edge will soften. You need to let yourself have the time to grieve...*hugs*

[scoutswife1976]

May. 15, 2008 at 12:59 PM im sorry sweetheart, im sure that  you have heard that things will get better. and they will.....i know where you are coming from too. it will take some time. im praying for and your family. and sometimes people need to just let it all out. cry on a shoulder and scream if that helps too. im thinkin about you and take care soon.... ill email you and see how your doing periodically. you dont know me but im here for you.