Sep. 29, 2009 at 11:37 AM
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Sep. 3, 2009 at 7:19 PM
So, surprisingly i slept pretty well last night....of course, i'm sure it was due to my crying until 2am. I woke up at 6:18, laid in bed wondering if yesterday had really happened. turn...
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Jul. 21, 2009 at 7:56 PM
Just stop it. Stop asking what if. There are far more 'what ifs' than youcan plan for. Take the step. No, take the leap.
Those you are protecting are suffering as you suffe...
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Jul. 16, 2009 at 8:43 PM
Dear Lazarus,
You are about 3 years old right now. You came to the Philippines with me, Mama and Papa. You came because Mommy is going to school here. I will be gone for about 2 years. I wanted y...
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Jul. 16, 2009 at 10:41 AM
But I feel that I am getting there.
Last weekend, I had an affair on my STBX and he found out about it. I am not sorry and if I had it to do all over again, I would. It's not like it matters anywa...
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Jul. 13, 2009 at 9:34 PM
For over two years now I have watched my marriage slowly go down the poop hole. It seemed like the more I tried to save it the more quickly it dissolved, so I stopped trying. I let go to let God. W...
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Jul. 4, 2009 at 8:07 PM
it's just me and my two girls now. Their father decided taking care of this family was too much work so he decided to go make another one. Didn't even have the balls to tell me, I had t...
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Jun. 18, 2009 at 10:23 AM
I hate this. I hate that I have to choose between my kids and my husband.
I love them all so much.
But I can't stand it anymore. This isn't working. Nor can it be healthy for my kids.
(m...
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Jun. 3, 2009 at 2:41 PM
Just a quick update...
I realized I had not been communicating very well lately
As usual, when I get understress, I shut down and block out everyone around me and I realized that I had not been c...
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May. 16, 2009 at 2:05 AM
I sit here in the middle of the night and am missing my husband, It just hits you hard when you are going through this seperation, the end of a marriage, my marriage. We used to stay up late ...
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