Apr. 19, 2009 at 7:21 PM
To the jagoff in the silver Mitsubishi driving Rte. 28S Thursday ~22:05, PA license plate # (_ _ _-_ _ _ _):
Thank you SO incredibly much for being such an arrogant, impatient ass that you felt the need to compromise my safety, that of my unborn child, your worthless behind and any number of fellow drivers by being in such a hurry to get ONE space ahead of me going INTO CONSTRUCTION that you entered the END of an ON RAMP to pass me. Was that one space really worth it? Because, lemme tell ya, I laughed my ass off passing you further down the road because you...
Apr. 4, 2009 at 3:51 PM
Ok, so i think i am finally giving in to Jeff's desire to have 'Christian' as his name if our baby is a boy. I think the clincher was when I woke up this morning and was flipping the channels, came across an Animal Planet commercial and they were plugging something about 'A Lion named Christian' and, back when I met Jeff in college, he had long blond hair down his back and i swear he reminded me so much of a lion!!
I'd suggested Christian a ways back when we were brainstorming and he loved it because it was so close to my name. I'd vetoed it, even though I'd been the one...
Mar. 29, 2009 at 4:03 PM
http://www.momlogic.com/2009/03/parents_of_dead_teen_get_shock.php?icid=main|classic|dl8|link4|http%3A%2F%2Fwww.momlogic.com%2F2009%2F03%2Fparents_of_dead_teen_get_shock.php
Does an apology really cut it here?!?!
Mar. 20, 2009 at 6:38 PM
So, yesterday, I was preparing for work and a thought hit me... and it literally stopped me cold in my tracks. We're talking, mid-tooth-brushing-stroke, foam-dripping, saliva-producing, ohmigosh-i-can't-believe-it-took-me-this-long-to-get-it slow. And yes, I'm a blonde!
I've been such an idiot. I'd been so wrapped up in my life, then and now, that I never stopped and took time to really look at my life.
If I was God, I'd have punished me too!
For my entire life, I dreamed my dreams, wished my wishes, hoped my hopes. And then as it inevitably does, I let life jade me. ...
Mar. 6, 2009 at 10:00 PM
...So i'm really not too terribly busy tonight at work and got the urge up to journal. Only i didn't really see today's theme taking me too far down that path, so I decided to look up past themes. Saw 27 Feb's and was instantly struck. Figured that, with my life like it is right now, I could use some unloading. Consider that your warning lol.
"If You Could Do Anything Today, What Would It Be?"
If I could do anything today, it would be wake up and not have the thought instantly hit me that I am the mother of one little boy instead of two. It would be to...
Mar. 1, 2009 at 3:01 PM
10 Questions on Motherhood!
How old are your children? 6 years, would-be 15 months and 24ish months pregnant. How old were you when you had your first child? 22 years old. Did you know the sex before you gave birth? With Nate, i didn't want to find out but his father caved. I knew before they told me though. I refused to find out with Gabriel and this baby, so he was a surprise (i still had a feeling) and i don't know w/this one.Did you and your SO fight over names? Not really. We talked over a million before settling on 'Nathaniel' and 'Gabriel' was all me. What...
Feb. 28, 2009 at 3:16 PM
I swear, I've gotten stuck in a selfish rut lately. As is somehow I'm the only one who ever lost a child. At least I'm not one of those parents who pushed the other child away. God, I couldn't imagine not having Nate around. As much as he may drive me nuts, and as much as the little things might irk me, man there are times I am so grateful that he's there to irritate me! LoL
For instance, today he was just a motor-mouth! I mean, GEEZ. Yak yak yak yak yak yak yak.. blah blah blah blah blah... and the chatter is reassuring. Its the quiet that worries...
Feb. 20, 2009 at 7:23 PM
I write this a week and a day later. Reading further, if you choose, you'll understand why. Either way, I need to get this out. Supposedly, it's healthy. At this point, I don't know what else to do.
Friday, February 6thWoke Gabriel up to take Nate to school. There is a stiff patch on his crib sheet and his hair is a little matted in places.. obviously my lil one has thrown up a bit in his sleep. We take a quick lil bath before dressing and taking Nate to school. Is lethargic all day, so we do lots of cuddling til mommy goes to work. (At this...
Jan. 17, 2009 at 6:44 PM
Really don't like not having the 'net at home for SOOO many reasons, but most especially because work censors websites that we can go to. I haven't been able to check my MySpace in MONTHS! (Last time I WAS able to devote a few minutes to it was in July when we went to a work conference in Kentucky, and I literally only had a few minutes.)
Now, I understand that, for the students, websites have to be monitored. And I understand that because this is my place of employment, they don't want us wasting "work time" surfing the web or whatever. But man, it's damn inconvenient...
Jan. 15, 2009 at 6:05 PM
(Stolen from one of my groups - hilarious!!)
Peyton Manning, after living a full life, died. When he got to heaven, God was showing him around. They came to a modest little house with a faded Colts flag in the window. "This house is yours for eternity, Peyton" said God.
"This is very special; not everyone gets a house up here." Peyton felt special, indeed, and walked up to his house. On his way up the porch, he noticed another house just around the corner. It was a 3 story mansion with a black & gold sidewalk, a 50 foot tall flag pole...