Jul. 17, 2008 at 5:05 PM
How much can one go through, and then give up. I am feeling sad, mad, angry, just frustrated, why us? Why can't something so simple just happen! I am just numb... We want this so bad and month after month of let down. I am just so angry. I don't even want to talk to anyone. I just want to be alone. I feel like a failure, why does my body not cooperate. Its just so frustrating. We just want to share our love with another child...The things I read lately on some of these posts get me so F'in angry, I think I need to...
Jun. 27, 2008 at 7:45 AM
Well got my liitle package from the RX.Got my Pregnozone, Lipids and Ovidrel shot...Fun stuff.Started my Pregnozone last night, and I go in on Tuesday 6/1 for bloods and U/S, he wants to make sure I will O. Then On Wed if all is moving along, I will get the Intro lipids drip for 2 hrs! It looks like a glass jar of milk! We are doing a natural cycle for now, hoping for a miracle!This my update, hoping for the best! Good luck to all on their cycles!
Jun. 19, 2008 at 5:51 PM
I have been nervous since yesterday, not knowing what to expect... Well we know I have high NK cells, and Dh and I share the same DQ Alpha gene..., but I have 2, 4.1 genes, which makes it even harder, which means I got 1 from mom and 1 from dad...Dh only has 1, 4.1 and a 1.5..So I not only have the NK cells fighting to not let the embryo implant, I have the genes that do the same thing, unless Dh decides(his genes)to send that 1.5 gene!? Never thought it would be to complicated to have a baby!The Dr, himself, said I can do what I can to help your body fight this but we may not win! It was...
Jun. 11, 2008 at 8:25 PM
Despite their fierce name, natural killer cells are actually a very important type of cell in the human body. Natural killer (NK) cells help to fight off various infections as well as cancer. In some women, though, NK cells can over react to a potential pregnancy, attacking the embryo. The end result is a miscarriage. However, a simple test can determine whether NK cells are the culprits behind your multiple miscarriages.
Natural Killer Cells: What are They?
Natural killer cells are generally a helpful type of cell, which aids in protecting you from various infections and even cancer,...
Jun. 10, 2008 at 9:16 PM
Let me start by saying "Thank You" to all my CM friends that have been so supportive. This is not easy. I am trying to let it sink in, but this what I have waited for, an answer to this mystery of Infertility. I have been going through this for so long and it does not get any easier. I will never give up, but always have my moments of sadness, & move on. Yes I do I have one child and am soooooo forever grateful for him, but it still hurts. And please I am sick of hearing at least u have one! I still know what it feels like to not have any! I was there!My journey has...
May. 9, 2008 at 7:16 AM
My niece is 8yrs old, and she is also my god-daughter...She looks alot like me...She is the 1st born in the family...She is very dear to me!Anyway, I called my sis in between Greys last night! I am getting sick of Dr. Grey, she anoys me....Ok u love him, move your but and grab him.....Ok so, sorry had to let that out! My niece had a school project, and it was called "All about me", so she had to write things all about her, fav stuff, food, shows, etc. One of the pages was, 3 wishes, if you could have any 3 wishes what would they be, (my sis says, u sitting down for this), of...
Apr. 21, 2008 at 6:20 PM
Hi girls! Sorry it took so long, but I am still trying to re-coop! LOL The youth Rally was an amazing experience! It was a VERY long day, started at 6:00am, and I got home at 12:00am.. with lunch and a snack all day! But I got to give my time to these amazing young people who were just great! So many blessing from so many religious people, just amazing! I was just over whelmed with all these kids that are so spiritual, just so great to see! So many thanks and prayers, it felt great! An experience I will never forget! It was 5 of us in a group, my cousin works for the Archdiocese...
Apr. 8, 2008 at 5:34 PM
I am not having a good day. I should be happy and count my blessings..but I just want to cry and scream! How many more months and years will pass, and AF just keeps coming!I am so sick of it! I just don't understand. I got af 5 days early, but I am spotting, have had cramps since Thursday, but still no full flow...No its not implantation...I don't know what it is, I don't know if it is the Maca Root that I am taking , I did O super early this month, but started the Maca 5 days after O..I don't know...All I know is that I am feeling really...
Mar. 27, 2008 at 5:17 PM
Hello girls! I just want to say how lucky I am to have such a great group of girls as friends! Its my birthday today and I feel so loved! I will go out with my friends from work, they are taking me out for dinner, & hmmm, a drink or 2...Its been a while since I have gone out with my friends, so I kinda need this...The only thing I really want for my birthday is a BFP! But we will have to wait and see! We are just letting it be for right now, enjoying BD'ing and having fun! We will both start taking Maca Root, as soon as I get it in the mail. My...