Oct. 21, 2009 at 10:52 AM
Andrew is having his surgery tomorrow... and I'm getting very emotional about it.This is extensive dental work... we've been waiting over 2 years to have it done b/c no dentist wanted to touch him. I went through pre-op with Andrew yesterday and that was hell. He screamed the entire time. I swear, I wish I could take his Autism from him, even if for a little while so he could endure a doctor's visit. The dentist tells me that she doesn't think she can save his teeth, but she will try. I'm sad and angry all at the same time. I don't want him to lose his teeth! I know they are rotted and he's...
Oct. 11, 2009 at 3:32 PM
Exactly 5 years ago today, DH and I lost our first child after just 7 weeks. It was so traumatic that we actually separated and started divorce proceedings. I, sadly, attempted suicide. It was a horrible, terrible time for me. I've never gotten over it. I never will. I know my baby is not suffering, but it still hurts - more than I could ever put in to words. We really thought it was a miracle that we even got pregnant since we were both told that we could never have children. It's been 5 years. We are still together, somehow. We have 3 beautiful sons. But, today, my heart aches for the one...
Oct. 2, 2009 at 3:38 PM
Seriously. I could live the rest of my life without hearing the following phrases:1) Are they twins?-No. They don't even look alike! And they are 18 months apart. Yes, I realize that is close in age, no we didn't plan it that way.2) You have your hands full.-Really? I hadn't noticed. I mean, geez, my life a breeze with a 3 and 1/2 year old (with Classic Autism), and 2 year old, and a 2 week old. You have no idea how complicated my life is... and yes, I more than know that my hands are full. I think the double stroller with NON twins and another baby strapped to my torso is indication...
Sep. 22, 2009 at 10:21 AM
Sep. 11, 2009 at 7:09 AM
My DH is a jerk some times. He doesn't like my mom... okay. So what. I don't like his mom either. Big deal. We both realize there are some people you just don't get along with in life, but we are both nice to our MILs for each others sake. Every day, DH has something negative and asinine to say about my mom... most of it related to something she posted on Facebook. I usually ignore it b/c she's not going to change and she sees nothing wrong with it. She's being a hypocrite, but that's on her. I can't change it and I don't have time to worry about it either. I have far too much other stuff...