My boys, my babies,  so easy to please a can of spaghetti O's is all I need. My boys, my babies they bring me such joysuch frustration sometimes after all, they are boys!  My boys, my babies my world and my life I will love them for always I tell them each night.  My boys, my babies, one day will be men, 

 Day 13 really hasn't provent to be any easier than the rest that have gone by. Mom keeps saying it will get easier, but she was married to my dad, and apparently he wasn't her sole mate considering they didn't last over 16 years. I love her and I appreciate her words of wisdom and encouagement, I know that I'll get through it, but it's not getting easier and I don't think it will. I miss him more as each day goes by. More and more and more and more. It goes on and on but I'll spare anyone reading. The good thing about today is that Joshua went to the behavioral psychologists for the...

It has officially been a week since my husband left. At first I thought being alone with just the boys (3 an 5) would be one of the hardest things to handle, but honestly, they are such a blessing. Not only have we become closer [in just a week!!] but they are listening better. Best of all, they are keeping me distracted. Chasing them around, tending to their needs, doing homework, laundry, cleaning rooms..all of these things have kept my mind off of their dad being gone. Oh their Daddy.. I feel bad for anyone who has never felt this kind of love. He was literally sent to me from God, an...